I debated with myself whether I should post this or not, because this was really a sudden inspiration, and it didn't last long. So...it's pretty much crap since I can't describe much either.
But since I typed it out already, I didn't want to press the backspace key.
So...
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It was war.
Everywhere, there was blood and bodies. The rule where only males fought was ruled out. Females ran to take cover and shoot, and most drew their swords too.
Frightened cries sounded in the battlefield. Kids were not spared from this and they even had to drive sharp objects into others of the same age. They didn’t know what else to do, so they just killed more and more of their enemies.
All but one.
He was lost, in the scene before him was red and even more red. Crying out loud for guidance from his mother till his throat was sore, he still wasn’t bothered by anyone. Around him were people fighting, deaf to everything but their shouts.
“MOMMY!”
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Felicia
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Tuesday, June 9, 2009
He had an innocent wish,
and got what he didn't wish for.
The more you yearn for something, the more likely you are able to get it...right?
It’s common sense, why would you get something you don’t yearn for?
Common sense isn’t actually reality.
He had a wish, a wish that his sickly father would come back to him. Their family had no money for hospital bills, and it was already said that his father’s sickness was a first in the world.
There was definitely no hope.
But he believed in the 0.01 or even less possibility. He didn’t yearn for anything, but the courage to believe, to wish.
“Mommy, do you think I can have a wish?” The innocent boy asked.
“Dear son, to wish, you must have courage. Find it, and wish your little wish.” He heard his mother answered him.
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“Daddy?”
A smile.
“Daddy.”
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Okay, due to Dorothy ^^, I've decided to ask for comments. ^^ The best is if you can add it in this post, because tagboards have a certain word limit and I need comments badly.
Mistakes are happily welcomed, and please say what you think about the story~ I have another coming ^^ If it doesn't make sense, please tell me too.
Note : This is forewords...or something like that, prelogue(sp?)? aish I don't know, but the daddy part is actually the ending.
Felicia
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and got what he didn't wish for.
The more you yearn for something, the more likely you are able to get it...right?
It’s common sense, why would you get something you don’t yearn for?
Common sense isn’t actually reality.
He had a wish, a wish that his sickly father would come back to him. Their family had no money for hospital bills, and it was already said that his father’s sickness was a first in the world.
There was definitely no hope.
But he believed in the 0.01 or even less possibility. He didn’t yearn for anything, but the courage to believe, to wish.
“Mommy, do you think I can have a wish?” The innocent boy asked.
“Dear son, to wish, you must have courage. Find it, and wish your little wish.” He heard his mother answered him.
_____
“Daddy?”
A smile.
“Daddy.”
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Okay, due to Dorothy ^^, I've decided to ask for comments. ^^ The best is if you can add it in this post, because tagboards have a certain word limit and I need comments badly.
Mistakes are happily welcomed, and please say what you think about the story~ I have another coming ^^ If it doesn't make sense, please tell me too.
Note : This is forewords...or something like that, prelogue(sp?)? aish I don't know, but the daddy part is actually the ending.
Felicia
Comments : (?)
aish, dorothy name your post, I was like *shocked* who's that.
AND...you seem like you are attacking me T.T
I also want to write something professionally english and not sink into fangirl, but I'm not that smart *guilty*
OMG!! REALLY?!?! SS501 IS COMING IN DEC?! HOW YOU KNOW! OMG MY YOUNGSAENG~~~~
*lol* you see, I can never get into that serious mode *guilty yet again*
I mean, a blog is like a diary...so why put something so emo~~
ANYWAY, I read it briefly, and I remember a question I asked don't-know-who
Would you rather be burnt to death, or frozen to death?
hahaha, quite useless, but well...it links? hehehe
I'll come back and post! when i find something professional to talk about ^^
.youngsaeng's otter princess ^^
IS IT FOR REAL?! SS501 IS COMING?! THAT'S PURE SWEET!
weihui arh, stop being biased. the whole SS501 is lovable too. stop posting only kimhyunjoong *humpfh*
AND...you seem like you are attacking me T.T
I also want to write something professionally english and not sink into fangirl, but I'm not that smart *guilty*
OMG!! REALLY?!?! SS501 IS COMING IN DEC?! HOW YOU KNOW! OMG MY YOUNGSAENG~~~~
*lol* you see, I can never get into that serious mode *guilty yet again*
I mean, a blog is like a diary...so why put something so emo~~
ANYWAY, I read it briefly, and I remember a question I asked don't-know-who
Would you rather be burnt to death, or frozen to death?
hahaha, quite useless, but well...it links? hehehe
I'll come back and post! when i find something professional to talk about ^^
.youngsaeng's otter princess ^^
IS IT FOR REAL?! SS501 IS COMING?! THAT'S PURE SWEET!
weihui arh, stop being biased. the whole SS501 is lovable too. stop posting only kimhyunjoong *humpfh*
Apparently this blog is nt that dead harhars. since some fan girl post abt youngsaeng, na wo ye bu gan shiruo! harhars
KIMHYUNJOONG<3isthlove
KIMHYUNJOONG<3isthlove
501 coming to singapore in dec!
cheers felicia!
Death and Mortality
Obviously the title sums up what i wanna say in this post. Death and Mortality. Yes it is downright emo but nontheless, the most appropriate for this blog. The blog is much dead and I can sense helpful little calssmates running around, scrambbling out of their beds, logging in to their msn desperately, to call for the keyboards and brains of their friends, to relive this place.
This very much dead place.
Evidently, i am the doctor this time. Picked for this meaningful yet meaningless mission. It is meaningful for I can contribute to the class the very least, not in sports, but to add spirits to this blog who has long since given in to fangirl posts when nobody from the medical field is willing to lend a helping hand. To those who wants to be a doctor in the future: this is the start of the journey.
And rather meaningless of course, for nobody even reads MY blog posts, since nobody seem to appreciate my words, but yes still, I do not wish to drench my style in the red sink of fangirling since I did that and nobody cared either.
And so moving onto death and mortality.
Ever wondered to yourself which is your preferable way to die? My friend asked me that once, (not from 208 I assure you), and I asked if hers was to be murdered. And she gave such a big reaction she scred her teacher. Yet her teacher didnt prefer to die naturally while in her sweet sweet dreams either. For who, she said, would find it nice to not wake up the next day, and even if you open yours windows of the soul, to see only the lights of heaven, to find yourself dead? And I couldnt agree more. But, be that as it may, death is a long forgotten friend of all. He is not something, or someone, to be ostracised against, rather an invisible being that all must embrace. What good is it to dread the day? I have no idea. I'm writing and saying these words boldly but I know for myself I could not have the courage to face it.
And then comes this question: if you know you are going to die, what do you want to do. Lets say the deadline line (literally dead-line) is a day. Would you use it for confession to a boy in your dreams? To spend time with family? Homework (I guess nobody would care about this option)? Or read to read your favourite book and watch your favourite movie for 1 last time? How would you choose your activities for the last day. If Jesus chose supper, what do you intend to choose?
I know I can never answer these questions. But I know some of you do. Really. I mean, living for almost 14 years on the surface of Earth, have I recently for once, reallly been inspired. Have I really seen the essence of writing blog as a form of importance. As face-booking as a form of useful recreation. And writing as a form of part and parcel of life. And life, so fragile yet so strong at the same time, how do I sculpture it? Can I use my life, like them, inspire others too? I am sounding horrendously religious, but no, I'm just reflecting. Simply reflecting.
And now once again, as I flip through the pages of my own works and essays, I can see myself, struggling desperately in life, but never really realising what I am struggling for. And when this friend, D&M comes, what do I think of? Eventually, we all need to think, don't we?
Lets think about this friend, for this tiny moment after reading this post.
This very much dead place.
Evidently, i am the doctor this time. Picked for this meaningful yet meaningless mission. It is meaningful for I can contribute to the class the very least, not in sports, but to add spirits to this blog who has long since given in to fangirl posts when nobody from the medical field is willing to lend a helping hand. To those who wants to be a doctor in the future: this is the start of the journey.
And rather meaningless of course, for nobody even reads MY blog posts, since nobody seem to appreciate my words, but yes still, I do not wish to drench my style in the red sink of fangirling since I did that and nobody cared either.
And so moving onto death and mortality.
Ever wondered to yourself which is your preferable way to die? My friend asked me that once, (not from 208 I assure you), and I asked if hers was to be murdered. And she gave such a big reaction she scred her teacher. Yet her teacher didnt prefer to die naturally while in her sweet sweet dreams either. For who, she said, would find it nice to not wake up the next day, and even if you open yours windows of the soul, to see only the lights of heaven, to find yourself dead? And I couldnt agree more. But, be that as it may, death is a long forgotten friend of all. He is not something, or someone, to be ostracised against, rather an invisible being that all must embrace. What good is it to dread the day? I have no idea. I'm writing and saying these words boldly but I know for myself I could not have the courage to face it.
And then comes this question: if you know you are going to die, what do you want to do. Lets say the deadline line (literally dead-line) is a day. Would you use it for confession to a boy in your dreams? To spend time with family? Homework (I guess nobody would care about this option)? Or read to read your favourite book and watch your favourite movie for 1 last time? How would you choose your activities for the last day. If Jesus chose supper, what do you intend to choose?
I know I can never answer these questions. But I know some of you do. Really. I mean, living for almost 14 years on the surface of Earth, have I recently for once, reallly been inspired. Have I really seen the essence of writing blog as a form of importance. As face-booking as a form of useful recreation. And writing as a form of part and parcel of life. And life, so fragile yet so strong at the same time, how do I sculpture it? Can I use my life, like them, inspire others too? I am sounding horrendously religious, but no, I'm just reflecting. Simply reflecting.
And now once again, as I flip through the pages of my own works and essays, I can see myself, struggling desperately in life, but never really realising what I am struggling for. And when this friend, D&M comes, what do I think of? Eventually, we all need to think, don't we?
Lets think about this friend, for this tiny moment after reading this post.
Hehehe, I just had to fangirl ^^note : the lollipop is most likely fake. even if it's not, it's definitely weird-tasting. *sighs* Lollipops only look good.
*pokes*
OMG YOUNGSAENG IS SO POKABLE!
*hugs*
HE'S EVEN HUGGABLE!
XDD Well *guilty* I was invited to post, no one said I couldn't post a fangirl post ^^
*snatches lollipop and puts myself in place of it*
hehehehehe =="
haha, I can't see well, is the earring a cross or a clover? 0.0"
okayokay, bye~~
the only youngsaeng fangirl. (in 208)
HE'S EVEN HUGGABLE!
XDD Well *guilty* I was invited to post, no one said I couldn't post a fangirl post ^^
*snatches lollipop and puts myself in place of it*
hehehehehe =="
haha, I can't see well, is the earring a cross or a clover? 0.0"
okayokay, bye~~
the only youngsaeng fangirl. (in 208)
eh...how to edit the homework? ^^
hehehehe, lalalala~ OMG I SAW YOUNGSAENG ON TV OMG.
AHHHH!! THIS CALLS FOR A LOT OF FANGIRLING!! HAHAHA
cause nadnad's kim bum is easily found, weihui's hyunjoong is even easier.
BUT OMG. YOUNGSAENG ONLY APPEARED FOR A FEW MINUTES AND I SAW HIM!
*SQUEALS* lol. I'm turning this into my own blog =="
*FANGIRL'S SCREAM*
anyway, if anyone wants to read an extremely professional englishy type of story
www.winglin.net/fanfic/flavored_6
my online friend ^^ eh...if I'm not wrong she's going to university soon~~
and er...I don't know what to do le ^^
*OMG* YOUNGSAENG!!!
search this up youtube if anyone is seriously bored ^^:
SS501 : A Song Calling For You
AHHH! 2:03 ! 2:03 ! PAUSE THERE !! hehehe
lalalalala neol bureuneun noraega~~ ireon noraega ~~ lalalalala
lalalalala neol bureuneun noraega~~ ireon noraega ~~ lalalalala
anyone needs translation ? ^^
byebye (it's a SS501 song too!!) ~
naddy ^^,
hehehehe, lalalala~ OMG I SAW YOUNGSAENG ON TV OMG.
AHHHH!! THIS CALLS FOR A LOT OF FANGIRLING!! HAHAHA
cause nadnad's kim bum is easily found, weihui's hyunjoong is even easier.
BUT OMG. YOUNGSAENG ONLY APPEARED FOR A FEW MINUTES AND I SAW HIM!
*SQUEALS* lol. I'm turning this into my own blog =="
*FANGIRL'S SCREAM*
anyway, if anyone wants to read an extremely professional englishy type of story
www.winglin.net/fanfic/flavored_6
my online friend ^^ eh...if I'm not wrong she's going to university soon~~
and er...I don't know what to do le ^^
*OMG* YOUNGSAENG!!!
search this up youtube if anyone is seriously bored ^^:
SS501 : A Song Calling For You
AHHH! 2:03 ! 2:03 ! PAUSE THERE !! hehehe
lalalalala neol bureuneun noraega~~ ireon noraega ~~ lalalalala
lalalalala neol bureuneun noraega~~ ireon noraega ~~ lalalalala
anyone needs translation ? ^^
byebye (it's a SS501 song too!!) ~
naddy ^^,
Monday, June 8, 2009
somebody has to post,
so here i am?
when invited, please accept, post.
kk.
june holidays is here!
yay us.
we had/have two class blogs, and both are,
one dead this one dying.
so we should stop saying,
OMG THIS BLOG IS DEAD,
and start posting!
a small steping stone leads to a long journey?
okay fine whatever.
just try to post and revive this blog please.
ps/weihui is being a nice person to try and revive this blog ?
fine is she ask me to say one,
hahaha.
actually you all can start by tagging this blog
(yay.)
bye.
estherw.
so here i am?
when invited, please accept, post.
kk.
june holidays is here!
yay us.
we had/have two class blogs, and both are,
one dead this one dying.
so we should stop saying,
OMG THIS BLOG IS DEAD,
and start posting!
a small steping stone leads to a long journey?
okay fine whatever.
just try to post and revive this blog please.
ps/weihui is being a nice person to try and revive this blog ?
fine is she ask me to say one,
hahaha.
actually you all can start by tagging this blog
(yay.)
bye.
estherw.
Sunday, June 7, 2009
IMMA HERE TO REVIVE THIS BLOG!! Its like dead for 3 mths. harhars. esther, sry cant wait for that long to post liao. euu post oso neh
oh oh. I invited ppl to post on th blog. and i suggest that we should remove th emails cos cyber wellness. harhars. but haven remove yet. just in case uall wanna keep.
Anw, happy holidays:DD
byes~
oh oh. I invited ppl to post on th blog. and i suggest that we should remove th emails cos cyber wellness. harhars. but haven remove yet. just in case uall wanna keep.
Anw, happy holidays:DD
byes~